start from the begining...

well...jz a little misunderstand...its break our friendship last time...i hope u understand y i blame on u last time...i dunno y...it looks uncontrol in my mind to do tat...

nothing to talk much...starting from the begining...from a normal fren...k....

many things to mention...bt i shortcut la k...coz..no time..^^

well....spm cuming...everyone are study...studying...n study....well....its include me oso la...no time to mention so much la...jz wanna rest a while n write sumthing here...
i hav read a newspaper last week...it gave me a big comfort.....well...i hav no time to write it...its mandarine...i wil explain little bit on that...k...later only i wil post wat i have read...k...
it says...thx for all the plp who hav step on me...thx a lot...bcoz of yr trample...i noe u more clear...its true...well..i thought of the guy who betray me everyday actually...i dunno y i cant forget bout it...its really really a huge hurt on me...i need mor time to recover...i m so injured...bt...who noe???no one noe...i admit...i m wrong if i hav blame on those plp who stil having fren v him...bt...could anyone noe how pain it is??anyone feel it be4??a 11 yrs fren betrayed u??did u noe how pain???did u??
i tried not to think...bt...its useless...he is now show off in front of me n low key in front of my fren...no one noe...n how could they noe??the person who is acting so well is not me...is him...nobody noe oso...so...if u were me...do u noe how great the pain now??so...n oso the newspaper hav said...if all the frens around u was "blind" n stand on his side...therefore the one who is gonna to be destroyed will b me....so...i coudnt say anything...
actually...i like to wrote on blog got a few reason...1st...i dun like to share anything v anyone...i means my problem...2nd...i could not believe anyone now...really sorry....3rd...i m so pain until i dunno where n who to let off my pain...so...pls gv me to write on here...k...
i hav noting to say...i hope i wont having the bad dream during this few weeks...pls god...gv me a better life...n let me forget bout it as fast as possible...i beg u....pls....T.T
lastly...if u wan me to apologise to u now..ok..i m sorry...bt....honestly...i hope u wil oso apologise to me...bcoz i think both of us oso got wrong ok...tats the end~~

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i think i hav done a wrong thing tis time...

2day....our farewell party was organised...at our class 5sc2...one of our classmate wan to bring his gf to cum...he is the one i hav quarel b4..therfore i nv giv permision to let his gf to join us...
my gf ask me a question 2day...if others wan to bring his gf..wat wil u do??silent...i cant ans her question...so..i hav an ans later...bt its came to my mind when the farewell party has finish...i m so regret...sory to him for this time...only...
i m sry...i m so rush on my decision...it make my mind changed...bcoz of my selfishness...bt actually..all of my classmates dun agree sumone to bring his/her gf/bf to come...its our party...i m regret bcoz the reject decision is come from me...only mine...actually...i hav to see the decision of my classmate...not only my decision...its my false...result is only depence on my classmate...so..i m here to apologise to all my classmates...sry...
bt...i apologise only for this...for the other thing...no...wat the guy done tat on me...i wont forgiv him...i dun wan to having quarel...jz need a normal life..hence...thers the end of our relationship between fren...
so...for those who r stil feel tat i m defending myself...i hav no comment v tat...tats all...i nv wan to quarrel v u...its yr decision whether wan to hav fren v me only...k..bcoz..its only u who angry bout me...i nv angry v u...i jz treat u as fren...like wat i said..a normal fren...mayb u think wat i hav said is all rubish..bcoz u are angry v me...bt my opinion on u is different v the 2 guys which betray me..its true..k...(only this paragraph is talking bout u...i dun wan u to misunderstand...the rest is other plp...k)

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